Spiritual Sunday
I share today a good Lenten poem by Denise Levertov where the poet finds herself in a funk, albeit not a dramatic funk. She’s experiencing neither a “dark night of the soul” nor a scorching wasteland desert, those extreme moments of crisis that have pushed people to revelation. (Today’s Gospel reading is Jesus’s encounter with Satan in the desert.) Rather, she is in a gray place “without clear outlines,” a soggy terrain that neither pulls one under nor provides one a solid place to stand.
She implies that the situation seems not enough to warrant a prayer, and “Oblique Prayer” doesn’t at first glance look like a prayer at all. Maybe that’s why she calls it oblique–and given that it appears in a collection entitled Oblique Prayers, Levertov suggests that all her poems are prayers if one looks at them from the right angle. Here, rather than straightforwardly requesting divine aid or offering up praise, the poet merely asks, “Have you been here?”
If she’s asking the question of Jesus, then she presumably wants to know whether he experienced her condition when he became human. (“Is it a part of human-ness?”) It’s certainly not on a par with his sojourn in the desert, his night in the Garden of Gethsemane, or the crucifixion.
While she doesn’t get a direct answer, simply asking the question reminds her of “the blessed light that caressed the world.” She didn’t ask for the memory—it came to her obliquely—but it is something she can hold onto as she stumbles around in no man’s land. It provides guidance in a world that is neither pitch dark nor scorching bright but “mere non-darkness.”
I value Levertov because she is a poet of half-light, one who doesn’t claim direct connection to the numinous but humbly requests a glimpse. To draw a contrast, Mary Oliver careens melodramatically between deep depression and ecstatic communion (this is not a criticism). For a “dark night of the soul” poem, check out Francis Thompson’s “Hound of Heaven” (“I fled him down the nights and down the days”). For a scorching desert poem, there’s T. S. Eliot’s Waste Land (“I will show you fear in a handful of dust”).
Levertov, by contrast, slips in the back door. “Oblique” pretty much sums her up.
Oblique Prayer
Not the profound dark
night of the soul
And not the austere desert
to scorch the heart at noon,
grip the mind
in teeth of ice at evening
but gray,
a place
without clear outlines,
the air
heavy and thick
the soft ground clogging
my feet if I walk,
sucking them downwards
if I stand.
Have you been here?
Is it
a part of human-ness
to enter
no man’s land?
I can remember
(is it asking you
that
makes me remember?)
even here
the blessed light that caressed the world
before I stumbled into
this place of mere
non-darkness