Friday – A Life Lived in Literature, 34th Installment
As I entered my sixties, I found a new clarity entering my life as my perspective both focused and expanded. Certain things which had once seemed important dropped away while, at the same time, I began looking more at the world beyond St. Mary’s. A review of the years 2009-2016 will clarify what I mean.
In the spring of 2009, the second semester of my sabbatical, I taught Italian cinema for six weeks in the picturesque city of Alba—St. Mary’s had a study abroad program there—and then traveled to Slovenia, where I delivered a series of five film lectures on “Women’s Studies and Film” to the University of Ljubljana’s sociology and philosophy departments. I then returned to the States and, at Darien’s suggestion, began blogging.
I read once that when some professors reach their sixties—I did so in 2011—they start looking for new audiences. No longer satisfied with confining themselves to their specialized disciplinary field, they want to apply it more broadly. This was certainly the case with me, and blogging provided me a way of doing so. I have at times had interactions with readers, mostly nonacademic, in Britain, Australia, Israel, India, Uganda and other countries. Profound friendships have resulted.
I reached my largest audience through my Saturday sports posts. When a football commentator on the ESPN website shared an essay on Indianapolis quarterback Peyton Manning, my readership exploded. It would come down again when, after a few years, I stopped writing about sports, which I did because I don’t like repeating myself. At that point I felt like the old grandmother in Leslie Marmon Silko’s Ceremony, who says at the novel’s end, “I guess I must be getting old because these goings-on around Laguna don’t get me excited any more. It seems like I’ve already heard these stories before…only thing is, the names sound different.”
The stories in sports—promising rookie, exciting comeback, wasted potential, aging veteran—vary only in that the names sound different. While Ralph Hodgson’s poem “The Bull” is often a perfect poem for players in their twilight years, after a while I got tired of posting the final stanza:
And the dreamer turns away
From his visionary herds
And his splendid yesterday,
Turns to meet the loathly birds
Flocking round him from the skies,
Waiting for the flesh that dies.
In 2009-10 I also taught my last film course, deciding to focus thereafter exclusively on literature. Like my father at Sewanee, I had started film instruction at St. Mary’s and had taught a range of film courses. I had been fully immersed in film scholarship, publishing three substantive articles in Cinema Journal, and at one point I headed the teaching committee for the Society for Cinema and Media Studies. I was particularly proud of a challenging “Film Genre” course I was teaching at the 400-level.
My interest fell off because, once one starts focusing on commonalities among works—after all, that’s how genres come into being—some of their individuality drops away. As a result, I found that the student essays were becoming too predictable. (Too predictable for me, that as, as the students themselves were learning new things.) I would spend two weeks on each genre, including an old classic, a modern example, a foreign example, and an experimental example, and out of that we would examine both the genre’s conventions and how filmmakers could break with them. For the western, for instance, we might look at John Ford’s Stagecoach, Clint Eastwood’s Unforgiven, Akiri Kurosawa’s Yojimbo, and Jim Jarmusch’s Ghost Dog, while the romantic comedy section could include His Girl Friday, Pillow Talk, Amélie, and Annie Hall. For the final essay, the students were to select three films from a genre of their choice, with the stipulation that the first film had to be at least 30 years older than the last.
That 30-year period gave them an opportunity to write about the immensely popular zombie films given that the genre has been kicked off by Night of the Living Dead in 1968. While I understood what drew them to zombies—in 2009, prospects for a fulfilling career looked bleak and they worried that their individuality would be swallowed up by a faceless society—I didn’t see the exploring going any deeper. The same was true for the romantic comedy essays, in which my women students especially would chart out the tensions between career and family, which were as pressing to them in the 21st century as it is for the Rosalind Russell character in His Girl Friday (1940). With the students producing generic responses to genre, I didn’t see them in their full individuality, as I did when they responded to individual works of literature.
Part of the problem may have been with me. When I studied film in graduate school under David Cook, he taught it as preeminently a narrative art form. While this made film acceptable to English departments—it helped me sell film offerings to my own department—it relegated to secondary status the visual, auditory and performative artistry of cinema. If one limits oneself to narrative, literary classics outshine most films. Austen’s novels are far more complex than any filmic rendition and elicit far more complex responses.
I mention Austen because, thanks to the new curriculum I had helped shape before sabbatical, I could teach her in a first-year seminar. “Jane Austen and the Dating Game” was my first topic and I was gratified to see my students coming to love Austen as much as I did.
In the process of looking outward, I can report that momentous things were also happening with Darien and Toby. Toby married Candice Wilson from Trinidad, whom he met in the University of Pittsburgh’s graduate English program. Although Toby then transferred to the U.C. Davis’s excellent program in Victorian Lit, they stayed in touch and got married in the summer of 2011. The following year, they had Esmé, who conjured up for me J.D. Salinger’s healing child that a war veteran turns to as he grapples with PTSD in “For Esmé–with Love and Squalor.”
Earlier that year Darien and Betsy, having started a marketing company in Manhattan, also had a son. With the name Alban, a variation of Albion, he had me thinking of the ancient symbol of Britain that William Blake dreams of transforming into a new Jerusalem:
I will not cease from Mental Fight,
Nor shall my sword sleep in my hand
Till we have built Jerusalem,
In Englands green & pleasant Land.
If names are destiny—an idea I explore in my posts on Darien’s and Toby’s names (here and here)—then my first two grandchildren will be instrumental in healing a broken world.
Toby and Candice then had Etta, a name I associate with singer Etta James’s joyous “At Last” (and our Etta is indeed joyous), after which Toby came to his alma mater for a year as a sabbatical replacement. Among his courses at St. Mary’s were “Victorian Time Machines” (his dissertation topic), “The Rise of the Machine,” and “Charles Dickens,” and his interest in technology would, the following year, land him a post-doc at Georgia Tech, where he connected well with engineering students. He taught there for (I believe) three years before landing his current position at Georgia Gwinnett. Candice, meanwhile, teaches Film Studies and Asian Studies at the University of North Georgia. Since we have retired to southern Tennessee, they are within easy driving distance.
Parents find few things more satisfying than seeing their children flourish. Grandchildren are also pretty cool.
Past Installments of A Life Lived in Literature
A Life Lived in Literature: How It All Began (Sept. 5, 2025)
Early Reading Memories (Sept. 12, 2025)
Childhood Confusion: Reading to the Rescue (Sept. 19, 2025)
Confronting Segregation (Sept. 26, 2025)
School Reading vs. Real Reading (Oct. 10, 2025)
Childhood in Paris (Oct. 17, 2025)
My Time at Sewanee Military Academy (Oct. 24, 2025)
Existentialism for High School Seniors (Oct. 31, 2025)
Why I Majored in History, Not English (Nov. 7, 2025)
My College Search for Authenticity (Nov. 14, 2025)
On D. H. Lawrence and a Sexual Awakening (Nov. 21, 2025)
My Life as a Bildungsroman (Nov. 28, 2025)
Grad School: Literary Baptism by Fire (Dec. 5, 2025)
Early Scenes from a Marriage (Dec. 12, 2025)
Bringing Up Baby in Grad School (Dec. 19, 2025)
Grappling with Racism (Jan. 2, 2026)
Journal of a Young Teacher (Jan. 16, 2026)
Teaching and Reading in Yugoslavia (Jan. 23, 2026)
Life at 40: Barely Controlled Chaos (Jan 30, 2026)
From Secular Humanist to Christian Believer (Feb. 6 2025)
Looking Back at a Lifetime Together (Feb. 13, 2026)
To Ljubljana with Love (Feb. 20, 2026)
Forging a Separate Identity from My Father (Feb. 27, 2026)
“Better Living” Emerged from a Midnight Epiphany (March 6, 2026)
The Golden Years before Tragedy Struck (March 13, 2026)
Using Lit to Grapple with a Death (March 20, 2026)
Lit in the Year following Justin’s Death (March 27, 2026)
My Eldest Son, Named after a Keats Sonnet (April 3, 2026)
Sterne’s Uncle Toby and My Own Toby (April 10, 2026)
After the 2nd Death, a Book Project (April 17, 2026)
Making Lit Meaningful for Students (April 24, 2026)
Horizons Broadened (May 1, 2026)
Obama’s Election and a Blog Launched (May 8, 2026)
Expanding Outward at 60 (May 15, 2026)










