Tuesday
Today I honor Gloria Steinem with two Adrienne Rich poems that get at her contributions to American women. Tomorrow I’ll returning to Rich, along with Margaret Atwood, on what Steinem meant to American men like myself.
Building on the work of Betty Friedan, Steinem understood women’s anger at their status as second class citizens. One sees this hidden anger in Rich’s poem “Aunt Jennifer’s Tigers,” written in 1951:
Aunt Jennifer’s tigers prance across a screen,
Bright topaz denizens of a world of green.
They do not fear the men beneath the tree;
They pace in sleek chivalric certainty.Aunt Jennifer’s fingers fluttering through her wool
Find even the ivory needle hard to pull.
The massive weight of Uncle’s wedding band
Sits heavily upon Aunt Jennifer’s hand.When Aunt is dead, her terrified hands will lie
Still ringed with ordeals she was mastered by.
The tigers in the panel that she made
Will go on prancing, proud and unafraid.
Jennifer may appear to be fluttering and weak, weighed down by her patriarchal marriage. In her imagination, however, she is a prancing tiger. Art reveals sides of ourselves that we dare not acknowledge even to ourselves.
Steinem’s goal was to release the tiger. “I am woman, hear me roar,” as the Helen Reddy song put it.
To release it, however, significant inner exploration was required. Women had to identify the myths that mastered them. “Diving into the Wreck,” perhaps Rich’s signature poem, shows a woman doing just that.
The poet imagines divers exploring the wreck that is our subconscious. The myths defining women go back thousands of years and are reinforced daily by everything from social expectations to cultural tropes to media images. Having done her homework, which perhaps includes reading Steinem, Rich is ready to do a deep dive into herself. It’s a dive that she will be doing alone, and it will be awkward because she’s not accustomed to such self-examination:
First having read the book of myths,
and loaded the camera,
and checked the edge of the knife-blade,
I put on
the body-armor of black rubber
the absurd flippers
the grave and awkward mask.
I am having to do this
not like Cousteau with his
assiduous team
aboard the sun-flooded schooner
but here alone.
The ladder, the first step to self-exploration, has always been there waiting. She just hasn’t thought to use it before now. Descending it feels alien, as though she’s a crippled insect. She’s not even sure where myth ends and reality begins:
There is a ladder.
The ladder is always there
hanging innocently
close to the side of the schooner.
We know what it is for,
we who have used it.
Otherwise
it is a piece of maritime floss
some sundry equipment.I go down.
Rung after rung and still
the oxygen immerses me
the blue light
the clear atoms
of our human air.
I go down.
My flippers cripple me,
I crawl like an insect down the ladder
and there is no one
to tell me when the ocean
will begin.
Once the exploration begins in earnest, she experiences intense anxiety (“I am blacking out”) but also inner strength (the mask “pumps my blood with power”). Her true inner self has things to teach her if she works with it rather than fighting against it:
First the air is blue and then
it is bluer and then green and then
black I am blacking out and yet
my mask is powerful
it pumps my blood with power
the sea is another story
the sea is not a question of power
I have to learn alone
to turn my body without force
in the deep element.
So enthralled is she by what she sees—perhaps she is learning of other women who have preceded her—that she momentarily forgets why she is there. The goal is for she herself to live her life differently. To do that, she must figure out both “the damage that was done” and the treasures—the inner resources—that “prevail”:
And now: it is easy to forget
what I came for
among so many who have always
lived here
swaying their crenellated fans
between the reefs
and besides
you breathe differently down here.I came to explore the wreck.
The words are purposes.
The words are maps.
I came to see the damage that was done
and the treasures that prevail.
I stroke the beam of my lamp
slowly along the flank
of something more permanent
than fish or weed
There are many stories—many myths—that have led this woman to become a “drowned face always staring toward the sun.” The sun is male patriarchy while the wreck is Aunt Jennifer, “worn by salt and sway into this threadbare beauty”:
the thing I came for:
the wreck and not the story of the wreck
the thing itself and not the myth
the drowned face always staring
toward the sun
the evidence of damage
worn by salt and sway into this threadbare beauty
the ribs of the disaster
curving their assertion
among the tentative haunters.
In this exploration, Rich steps beyond rigid gender demarcation, acknowledging that she has both a female and a male side. And despite damage to the inner compass that is supposed to guide us towards psychic health, we still “find our way back to this scene.”
This is the place.
And I am here, the mermaid whose dark hair
streams black, the merman in his armored body.
We circle silently
about the wreck
we dive into the hold.
I am she: I am hewhose drowned face sleeps with open eyes
whose breasts still bear the stress
whose silver, copper, vermeil cargo lies
obscurely inside barrels
half-wedged and left to rot
we are the half-destroyed instruments
that once held to a course
the water-eaten log
the fouled compassWe are, I am, you are
by cowardice or courage
the one who find our way
back to this scene
carrying a knife, a camera
a book of myths
in which
our names do not appear.
It doesn’t matter whether cowardice or courage has sent women into this self-exploration. Their challenge is to rewrite the book of myths, creating new stories in which their names will appear.
Gloria Steinem played a major role in women discovering the silver, copper, and vermeil cargo hidden within.
Further thought: I particularly like what Margaret Atwood had to say about the poem in a 1973 New York Times book review. Tomorrow I will share at Atwood poem in which she conducts her own attack on male myths:
The wreck she is diving into . . . is the wreck of obsolete myths, particularly myths about men and women. She is journeying to something that is already in the past, in order to discover for herself the reality behind the myth, “the wreck and not the story of the wreck / the thing itself and not the myth.” What she finds is part treasure and part corpse, and she also finds that she herself is part of it, a “half-destroyed instrument.” As explorer she is detached; she carries a knife to cut her way in, cut structures apart; a camera to record; and the book of myths itself, a book which has hitherto had no place for explorers like herself.










